today is a special day d-day pple must be wondering wad I'm gonna do well quite hesitant to msg calling is out of the question wad can I do seriously nothing absolutely nothing buy present? send flowers? nah just grow up and move on love cannot be forced learnt my lesson the hard way
so he said @
5:28 PM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
enough of the jay chou sad song time to change new song loh lalala
so he said @
6:53 PM
Monday, December 18, 2006
Can you see beyond your ignorance Can you see beyond your arrogance Can you see the barriers forced on you Can you see the barriers made by you
so he said @
4:56 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
13/12/06
I keep seeing this gal in school nope not chiobu this gal is disabled I always get this awful feeling when I see her looking at her walk you can see the great effort she puts in to move herself along I really pity her yet at the same time I have tremendous respect for her cos she din give up on herself she bravely moves on with life I admit I would probably lock myself in a room and wallow in self pity if I were her
with all due respect when I'm down in the dumps or whining about not having enough money I always remind myself that she is having a harder time and she's not complaining so y should I be
sometimes pple learn to appreciate wad u have rather than whine about wad u can't get
so he said @
5:23 AM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
bloody AES project haiz friday need to hand up liao and we like barely started procrastination the thief of time better start to chiong liao the engineering drawing super difficult to draw lor argh wth!!!
so he said @
8:14 PM
Monday, December 11, 2006
wa last week of school before break so fast come liao these few weeks very busy chionging projects working ya and still get so little $$$ I seriously need a break
I just feel sometimes why can't I do better in my studies? I've changed my sleeping habits study methods set goals for myself to achieve yet I still dun feel I'm in control of my modules I'm still going to class blur understand bits and pieces an occasional spark of brilliance tatz about it
I wanna excel I wanna prove I can do it not for anyone but for myself I confess it's hard not to compare with the 'power' pple in my class but seriously I dun give a damn wad they do I work hard for myself end of story but why am I not scoring when I can I get back my papers and like wtf know how to do but careless knn
arghhh... sometimes life just irritates the hell outa ya
so he said @
9:07 AM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
irritated...
so he said @
11:49 PM
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Poor Poor Poor
got my pay check today $180+ nia cos miss 2 wks of work due to mst OMG!!! this month bike installment just nice... wa win liao lor nothing left to spend well done well done no nid buy anything for christmas liao dun say buy for others buy for myself oso not enuf
sometimes I feel the convenience of a bike comes at a big price cannot style hair clothes get dirty under the hot sun drenched by rain somemore -pay installment -pump petrol -routine maintenance but who to blame want to ride super 4 is lidat 1 LL
money issues sux big time man =(( my dad thinks I'm spending all my money unwisely keep kao peh me haiyo all the money is gg to my bike haiz 'got bitter cannot speak' wad to do bloody frustrating it's so bad pimples are popping out that's a rare occurence seriously shows that I'm really stressed wth
kaoz kaoz kaoz
so he said @
3:34 PM
08/12/06
dunno y so tired sleep and sleep and sleep wake up 9 pm liao
finally done with FYP selection *sigh of relief* deadline closed hope can get a good project then will have the drive to chiong pls pls
watched the asian games bodybuilding finals on tv together with my dad yes Simon won gold leh finally saw his signature move the split and flexing his biceps wa say shuai la I younger than him oso cannot split lor *oops* my dad super happy cos Simon his gd fren from gym
very inspiring to see pple win medals for their country I oso wanna win a medal someday I will...
so he said @
12:15 AM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
sad story hero always die the song very melodious love the gu zhen playing in the background
so he said @
11:02 PM
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
feeling emo and sad many pple leaving all around me in school at nydc friends i guess all good things come to an end all too soon
many things happening soon itp yr 3 fyp soon will grad from poly liao (ok la 1 more yr) dreaded going to poly initially but I'm thankful I've made so many gd friends who have helped me so much along the way THANKS KEWS!!!
time flies it's always lidat when u get used to doing something it's time to move on wth
seeing all my friends graduating from uni makes me feel sucky I like a bit cmi lor still in poly but I dun feel too lousy cos my time will come soon confirm will 1 I wanna be a pilot my dream but nid to have degree 1st or no nid to tok anything liao so I must pia my dream shall spur me on to achieve greatness yessssssssssssssssssssssss and then there's the evo tat I want......
so he said @
6:07 PM
05/12/06
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz
so he said @
6:07 PM
Monday, December 04, 2006
duh duh duh
so he said @
3:11 AM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
feel quite sad cos just went to my army friend's father's funeral things just happen so suddenly sometimes haiz
must really cherish your loved ones treat them well dun take them for granted
so he said @
7:01 PM
02/12/06
LMAO !!! haha grab ur d**k n double click WTH but quite catchy sia the internet is for porn porn porn......
so he said @
6:52 PM
Friday, December 01, 2006
got back my AES paper today failed argh actually I expected it cos I concentrated too much on calculations and didn't study much for theory
quite a letdown if not my salted fish flip over would be that much more complete feeling a bit disappointed la definitely but it wouldn't get me down for long I will bounce back just wait
later going work a bit tired actually cos woke up early today guess I'll take a nap refresh myself before going ok la zzzzzz
so he said @
3:22 PM
ME
ABOUT
People call me Roy
17/05/82
27 and counting
happy-go-lucky...mostly
loves lame jokes
eating is a joy
hownowbrowncow_moomoo@
hotmail.com (msn/fb)
:D
BELIEVES
When one door closes another opens.But often we look so long so regretfully upon the closed door that we fail to see the one that has opened for us.
LOVES
--> playing pool
--> playing mahjong
--> riding my super 4
--> Manchester United
--> listening to my favourite songs
--> EG6
--> WRX
--> fighter jets
--> high performance cars and bikes
--> german shepherds
--> golden retrievers
--> siamese cats
--> steamed fresh prawns
--> bak chor mee
--> boneless chicken rice
--> sashimi
--> fish soup
--> lame jokes aka 'leng siao huar"
Baby cried the day the circus came to town
'cause she didn't want parades just passin' by her
So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown
While she danced without a net upon the wire
I know a lot about 'er 'cause, you see
Baby is an awful lot like me
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside, learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
Baby saw that when they pulled that big top down
They left behind her dreams among the litter
That different kind of love she thought she'd found
There was nothin' left but sawdust and some glitter
But baby can't be broken 'cause you see
She had the finest teacher-that was me-I told 'er
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost made it
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
