F1's first night race
what a great Singapore GP! I'm proud that it was held in Singapore just simply an awesome night race! yea Alonso won =)
so he said @
11:28 PM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
I hope I dance
I Hope You Dance (Lee Ann Womack featuring Sons Of The Desert) (Mark D. Sanders/Tia Sillers)
I hope you never lose your sense of wonder You get your fill to eat But always keep that hunger May you never take one single breath for granted God forbid love ever leave you empty handed I hope you still feel small When you stand beside the ocean Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens Promise me that you'll give fate a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance I hope you dance I hope you dance
I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance Never settle for the path of least resistance Living might mean taking chances But they're worth taking Lovin' might be a mistake But it's worth making Don't let some hell bent heart Leave you bitter When you come close to selling out Reconsider Give the heavens above More than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance I hope you dance (Time is a wheel in constant motion always) I hope you dance (Rolling us along) I hope you dance (Tell me who) I hope you dance (Wants to look back on their years and wonder) (Where those years have gone)
I hope you still feel small When you stand beside the ocean Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance Dance I hope you dance I hope you dance (Time is a wheel in constant motion always) I hope you dance (Rolling us along) I hope you dance (Tell me who) (Wants to look back on their years and wonder) I hope you dance (Where those years have gone)
(Tell me who) I hope you dance (Wants to look back on their years and wonder) (Where those years have gone)
What a beautiful and meaningful song I'm in need of some inspiration
so he said @
2:45 AM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
I wonder hor, what will happen if MSN, facebook, friendster etc all those social networking things were to break down? Will there be chaos? We are so addicted dependent on those tools that I wonder if our lives will be less 'happening' without them. Just a random thought wadeva
Man U lost why lidat...
so he said @
1:35 AM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Berbatov for Man U what a surprise Man U FTW!!!
yea Man U ahead after just 3 mins! take that Liverpool!
so he said @
7:51 PM
Friday, September 12, 2008
song boh
the scene during the morning lectures got nothing better to do took pic to entertain myself every lecture's like this mostly all guys just 'splendid'
so he said @
8:00 PM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
I'm struggling. I'm feeling unhappy. I frankly don't like engineering and EEE. I think I'm screwed big time.
Forcing yourself to do something you have no passion and interest in is sometimes inevitable. I know that. LLST.
People out there are cursing and swearing about not getting a place while I'm complaining. I should be counting my blessings instead of contemplating to give up. I wanted this, I begged for a place remember, I was so convinced this was the right path for me. 6 weeks down the road, I'm not so sure.
I feel ashamed, I feel weak, I demand a lot more from myself. It's an inner struggle, a painful struggle that I'm afraid I will lose. I'm not a quitter, I have gone through worse, I know the pain of not making it. Yet, I'm caught in a dilemma, it's a pain, seems like there is no way out...
I believe the key to life is to enjoy yourself. The process is more important than the outcome. Mian qiang mei you xing fu. The question is, how much longer can I last?
so he said @
11:11 PM
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
it's a pain a real pain dammit!!!
so he said @
10:48 PM
Monday, September 08, 2008
I feel like a headless fly really do
so he said @
3:05 PM
Saturday, September 06, 2008
25 random facts about me
I'm the older of 2 brothers.
I’m 1.7m and weigh about 58kg. The perfect body according to market is 1.8/75 which I can only dream about. But hey, I'm grateful for what I have.
I’m both an introvert and extrovert, depending on my mood and the people around. Those who know me know I can be so lame sometimes. =p
I'm generally optimistic and fun loving. Tries to laugh off any shit that comes my way. Won't be angry for too long even if I'm super pissed.
I’m happy that I've got many friends. Without them, my world would be so incomplete. And definitely less vibrant.
I’m a 'night cat'. Sleep late but have to wake up early for school. Bad for health and bad for my mood.
I love to sing. In front of my com, in the shower, when doing my homework. Lucky neighbours never complain. Must be my nice singing.
I love to eat. Bak chor mee, chicken rice, wanton mee, too many to name ler. Perpetually eating.
My name Royston is commonly mis-spelled as Roston or Royton. I dunno why.
I have a power digestive system inside me with abnormally high metabolism. So I can eat quite alot and wont get fat. People like to say 'maybe you got worms lah'.
I'm a sports and outdoors guy. Miss my ODAC days in CJC. It’s good to sweat it out and helps to keep me fit. Probably influenced by my Dad. But recent years have not been exercising much due to nua-ing and lack of kakis.
Ya ya people just turn me off. *Chey*
Lame jokes rock my world. Hey, laughter IS the best medicine.
I'm strong in languages but suck at maths and science.
I've studied in primary school, secondary school, JC, private school, poly and now finally university. Minus ITE and MI, I've attended all the different types of schools available in Singapore. *sigh*
I love animals especially dogs, cats and chinchillas. Hope to own a golden retriever, german shepherd and siamese cat.
I love to spend my time at home sleeping and watching Discovery and Nat Geo channels. If can, everyday lidat would be great.
Can be over-sensitive to certain things and sometimes can emo very long. Likes to sigh obsessively. Tend to think alot and often think too much, to the extend people tell me to please dun 'xiang tai duo'.
I would so love to own a Honda civic EG6. A black one with gold rims. The car is just so sexy omg.
26 years of my life, not paiseh to admit I've had numerous crushes on girls and 1 serious relationship. Wants to love and be loved. Realised that if you like a girl, just let her know. Don't live to regret it. If kena rejected, try not to take it too hard or be too emo. *haa haa haa tell me about it*
When I look at a girl, I will first look at her hair, face, legs, boobs, then bum. I find girls wearing skirt to be very feminine. A simple T and jeans will drive me crazy too. Good character is anyday better than good looks. But I'll be lying if I say good looks are not important to me. Sporty-gal is the type I will fall for. Sweet natured, straight-forward, rugged and definitely not fussy, great pal to hang around with, definitely a girl that I can bring home.
I dream to be a pilot. Or have a very macho job like commando, firefighter or counter terrorist team member. Can get to wear uniform with high rank and many badges. *uniform fetish mah* Or any job that is on the move. 9 to 5 deskbound job is a big no-no cos I will kee siao.
My great ambitions are to have a chain of restaurants/cafes, if possible by the sea, have a 6 star hotel in Orchard road or have my own brand of goods. Of course can't leave out driving a Ferrari or Lambo. And my R1 too.
I wish to get married and have 2 kids, a boy and a girl would be best.
I wish to earn many many $$$. Come on, who doesn't?
so he said @
11:59 PM
Friday, September 05, 2008
this song is nice kept running in my head maybe I need some love =_=
so he said @
11:38 PM
Thursday, September 04, 2008
really lost my way this time真是身在福中不知福
需要振作起來
好难, 真的好难
我懂, 适者生存
但是, 就是不懂为什么
好无奈, 好彷徨
so he said @
11:28 PM
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
life without struggle would be boring can we do without the struggle?
so he said @
11:59 PM
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
SAD =(
so he said @
11:48 PM
Monday, September 01, 2008
weary
After 5 weeks of school,I'm starting to wonder whether I'm really cut out for uni life. I'm really struggling though I hate to admit it. The pace is frightening and I feel myself getting pushed closer and closer to the edge of the cliff, ready to give up. That is a friggin' scary thought. I'm afraid I'll breakdown sooner or later.
I remember just last Monday night, I was wondering when this Monday would come, not that I was looking forward to it. Now it's THIS MONDAY. OMG! Time is flying by, ticking down to the exams. I'm worried sick, not because I haven't been studying, but because I'm wondering how much studying would be considered enough.
I enjoyed my poly life, true there were ups n downs. I actually enjoyed going to school and seeing my friends everyday. Lessons were bearable, days passed quickly and exams were a challenge. This does not seem to be the case for uni. I cringe at the thought of going to school and I've to literally drag myself out of bed and convince myself that it's all worth the effort. There is no "usual" group of friends having lessons with me, eating and chatting together and supporting each other. My days seem filled with sorrow, whether it's self induced or not I am unsure. One thing for sure, I'm feeling miserable.
I'm contemplating many things; such as changing course, giving up and starting work instead or even enrolling in another school. I dunno whether I'm reacting this way because I'm trying to look for an easy way out but these thoughts have crossed my mind recently. However, I jolly well know that giving up my place would probably mean never ever stepping into NTU again because the competition would be worse in the coming years. What a dilemma! Also, giving up would be a disgrace, announcing to everyone that I'm cannot-make-it, bey gan and people would be sniggering. Trust me, they will be. Not only that, I'll be disappointing my close friends and family members.
I've also noticed something. In recent months, I seem to be getting weak-willed and would tremble in the face of difficulty. I can't explain why I feel this way and this really scares me. A little setback and I feel like giving up. No fighting spirit present at all. Is this my threshold? Am I really not suitable for a uni education? I really have no mood to study anymore. Maybe working really seems like a better option. I really dunno, my mind is in a mess, I feel like shit, I have no confidence in myself, I feel like crying.
People call me Roy
17/05/82
27 and counting
happy-go-lucky...mostly
loves lame jokes
eating is a joy
hownowbrowncow_moomoo@
hotmail.com (msn/fb)
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BELIEVES
When one door closes another opens.But often we look so long so regretfully upon the closed door that we fail to see the one that has opened for us.
LOVES
--> playing pool
--> playing mahjong
--> riding my super 4
--> Manchester United
--> listening to my favourite songs
--> EG6
--> WRX
--> fighter jets
--> high performance cars and bikes
--> german shepherds
--> golden retrievers
--> siamese cats
--> steamed fresh prawns
--> bak chor mee
--> boneless chicken rice
--> sashimi
--> fish soup
--> lame jokes aka 'leng siao huar"
Baby cried the day the circus came to town
'cause she didn't want parades just passin' by her
So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown
While she danced without a net upon the wire
I know a lot about 'er 'cause, you see
Baby is an awful lot like me
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside, learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
Baby saw that when they pulled that big top down
They left behind her dreams among the litter
That different kind of love she thought she'd found
There was nothin' left but sawdust and some glitter
But baby can't be broken 'cause you see
She had the finest teacher-that was me-I told 'er
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost made it
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
