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Sunday, July 27, 2008


please don't think of a pink elephant
had fun at work today
very motivated to work
alas
everyone's mood was spoilt by this stupid stuck-up lady
yaya papaya
10 pax so must give you priority meh!!
fuck u la...president's daughter also must queue up hor nbcb
*shakes head in disbelief*
it's not like we don't wanna give you a table
how to give you a fucking estimate as to when the customers are going to leave
cannot wait then go elsewhere to eat lah
fastfood all nearby what mother cb
sabo only
tell people off still threaten to complain
her stupid numbskull doesn't realise that by writing in to complain
she is destroying someone's career
fucking only know how to complain and complain
where is the tolerance and patience?
her actions just reflects badly on herself
fucking bitch...thinking about it just makes my blood boil
the nerve to stare at me
made ela cry
made red ranger Roy sibeh dulan
pissed me off completely
pua cb!!!!!!


anyway
was chatting with the peeps after work
I referred to this concept
so I shall blog about it
it's the 'pink elephant' concept
a human brain interprets every input logically
so in order for a human brain to 'not think of a pink elephant'
it first has to think of it
then after that can it only 'not think of a pink elephant'
so
instead of telling someone to 'not be lazy'
we should actually tell the person to 'be hardworking'
see the difference
the brain would have to think of 'lazy'
then make an effort not to 'be lazy'
whereas if we directly tell a person to be hardworking
all the brain has to process is to be hardworking
so the whole idea behind this is
it is better to tell yourself to be positive rather than to tell yourself not to be negative
the results will be stunning
and I'm constantly reminding myself of this =)



so he said @
3:59 AM


Friday, July 25, 2008


anguish
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I just wanna shout out all my frustrations
trials and tribulations
it just goes on
after months of stalemate
is it gonna be back to square one?

fight to the death or lay down and die
tough choice...

so he said @
6:05 AM


Tuesday, July 22, 2008


still no news
am I waiting in vain
perhaps......

so he said @
3:35 PM


Sunday, July 20, 2008


end of the week
yet again

so he said @
11:11 PM


Friday, July 18, 2008


Encouragement
該不該 擱下重重的殼 尋找到底那裡有藍天
隨著輕輕的風輕輕的飄 歷經的傷 都不感覺疼

我要一步一步往上爬 等待陽光靜靜看著它的臉
小小的天 有大大的夢想 重重的殼裹著輕輕的仰望
我要一步一步往上爬 在最高點乘著葉片往前飛
小小的天 流過的淚和汗 總有一天我有屬於我的天
我要一步一步往上爬 在最高點乘著葉片往前飛

任風吹乾 流過的淚和汗
我要一步一步往上爬 等待陽光靜靜看著它的臉
小小的天 有大大的夢想 我有屬於我的天
流過的淚和汗 總有一天我有屬於我的天

so he said @
6:05 AM



jiayou to me!!!
my biological clock is upside down
severely haywire
I'm still wide awake now
which explains my blogging

can't get to sleep
many issues on my mind
I'm hoping for some breakthrough
an email
a phone call
an sms even
anything that points to some acknowledgement of my efforts
I keep reminding myself
keep trying
keep hoping
have some faith
for the faithful will be rewarded

yet another day passes
let's hope tomorrow brings good news
not the end yet
there is still hope =)

so he said @
4:38 AM


Sunday, July 13, 2008


cross my fingers
hope for the best
COME ON!!!

so he said @
11:18 PM


Friday, July 11, 2008


At a crossroad
yet another day has passed
work is like an escape from the awful reality that I have to live with

I hate to admit
I'm in a dilemma
to pursue my dreams without a degree IN SINGAPORE sounds suicidal
I'm afraid to step out
I ask myself this question
why am I so scared?
yet I can't answer myself
maybe the thought of not being able to make it to a local university after so many years is still haunting me
maybe to me the idea of success is associated with having a degree
maybe I'm just not confident of my abilities
worried that others will judge me based on my certs
labelling me a 2nd class worker as compared to a graduate

so confused
so afraid
so fearful to reach out

so he said @
9:53 PM


Saturday, July 05, 2008


it's time for a new beginning
back from my poly class chalet
meant to let the guys enjoy one last time before enlistment
the bbq was great
i think for the 1st time in a long time
all the food that was bbq-ed came out edible
the same can't be said of my mahjong luck
I is a sniper
piang piang piang
lost a bit of $$
but all in the name of good fun so nvm lah
how I wish everyday can be a chalet day...

the moment I stepped through my house door back into harsh reality
lo and behold
the ntu letter was there lying on my table
the dreaded small envelope of death
REJECTED
kaoz that time still make me so happy ask me fax my final sem result to them
thought got hope
end up
still the same outcome
kinda disappointed that in the end
it was just not meant to be
not fated to go local uni
LL bo bian

it's time to put plan B in action
east house don't beat beat west house mah
as Jason puts it so sweetly
sure got other alternatives one
power lah
all is not lost just yet

0.0

so he said @
11:59 PM


Wednesday, July 02, 2008


unconditional love


this is a wonderful and touching video
I teared after watching this
the memories came back
I've been through this and I'm grateful for what I have

the unconditional love from my parents that I failed to appreciate back then
though they don't show it on the surface
deep down your parents love you more than anyone in the world
if they can afford it they will provide for you
even if it means they work harder
please don't take them for granted
be thankful

so he said @
3:38 PM



landmines can be so dangerous
watched a program on Nat Geo
about the lost temples of cambodia and the landmines which surround them
the "underground guardians"
how the cambodian people are working to clear them
so that the temples can be explored
and possibly use them as tourist attractions

so he said @
2:48 PM


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