Sunday, February 04, 2007
yeah
I'm still awake at this hour
strangely
can't sleep
it's already a month into the new year
how fast
I have not set any resolutions for the year
I'm mugging for my exams
a bit moodless
can't work at nydc
somemore there's a reshuffle
itp coming in like a wk's time
kena sore throat n cough
feel damn alone all of a sudden
what a flood of emotions
listening to tank's song as I write this entry
making me rather emo
hehehe
I think I need someone to love
seriously
dunno y I feel very strongly about this matter
maybe there's a strong yearning within me
that has been suppressed for very very long
yet
love evades me again n again
hard luck =(
on a more positive note
exams has been alright
good in fact
I put in effort to study
I know how to do the questions
I'm happy liao
as for the grades
I dun worry too much
dun wanna get caught up in the grades "battle"
itp leh
my attachment company is just down the road from my home
10 mins walk
5 mins by bike
actually can't believe it's like so near
can sleep in late
and still make it to work on time
not bad at all
wooo!!!
hope the job is interesting
I dun mind the workload
but pls let it be interesting
we shall see
WORK
yes I wanna work
earn $$
a bit the $$ face
but need to consider my bike installment u know
and I miss the ny pple
2 wks never work
seems like eternity
ok la maybe I'm used to seeing them every week
so a bit not used to it
and judging by the entries on some of their blogs
wa the new red shirts like very cmi
1 in particular
eh hare n tortoise hor lynette
must see for myself
gonna hate the get-to-know-your-manager-habits period of time
every year oso lidat
wah biang eh
lalala
tkd leh
I dunno
I'm like having 2nd thoughts about ivp
being the ego maniac
it sucks to not participate in ivp
I mean like it's the competition to be at
and I'm captain
ok "captain" lar
not nice lor
like very buay gan lidat
then there's regular training
I feel
Jason like can't be bothered with me liao
ok fyi Jason is tkd club president
I'm captain yet so slack
even the most patient person will dulan
I feel damn irresponsible
not like me at all
honestly
yet I continue with my nonsense
keep skipping training
once in a while show my face
wad is wrong with me I really have no idea
I oso dunno what's keeping me from attending training
whatever it is
I need to sort this out once and for all...
been reading quite a bit about modding my bike
see all the fancy stuff available on the net
very tempted
but back to reality
guess I can only afford so much
maybe gonna get a windshield for my s4
the wind blast on the highway at above 100km/h is terrible
I'm not racer ok
100-110 normal on the highway
the shield will set me back by $150
have to think carefully
in the meantime
hunting around for 2nd hand
just missed a great offer days ago
the shield going at $50 second hand on the net
but good thing go fast
let pple take liao
kaoz
see how lar
save up $$ first lor
yeah my room's in a mess
1 stack here 1 stack there
my bad habit
leave all my things lying around
gathering dust
keep saying wanna pack wanna pack
still not done
CNY coming liao
relatives come visit very 'pai kwa'
better clean up soon
after my exams ba
and no CNY clothes yet
woot!!!
hope Man U and Singapore win their matches in the evening
both wear red jersey
and both nike jersey leh
so qiao
red heng heng ma
so will win 1
jiayou!!!
and ya
time to go sleep liao
later become panda
zzzzzz
Fear not the path of truth for the lack of people walking on it.
so he said @
4:39 AM
