Monday, March 05, 2007

04/03/07

I feel stressed
really really stressed
1 big load that I had a hard time putting down
then another hiccup comes along
dunno should laugh or cry
......

looking at myself
I start to think
what have I achieved till now
what have become of my childhood aspirations
all thwarted because of me falling victim to the education system

I remember...

I had always wanted to be a doctor
but LL didn't get to take biology in sec sch
so out the window

wanted to be an army officer
my A levels cannot make it
so OCS wouldn't take me

wanted to be a lawyer
A level results sucks plus english not up to standard
bang the wall

be an engineer
study poly liao will only be asst engineer
still have to top up to university degree
then can be qualified engineer
yet dunno can make it to university anot

in 1 way or another
all my dreams have been shattered
but I will push on
still have 1 thing
be a pilot
hopefully
this dream will be realised
must make it
show pple I can do it
I can be somebody
yes

ME

ABOUT

People call me Roy
17/05/82
27 and counting
happy-go-lucky...mostly
loves lame jokes
eating is a joy
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BELIEVES

When one door closes another opens.But often we look so long so regretfully upon the closed door that we fail to see the one that has opened for us.

LOVES

--> playing pool
--> playing mahjong
--> riding my super 4
--> Manchester United
--> listening to my favourite songs
--> EG6
--> WRX
--> fighter jets
--> high performance cars and bikes
--> german shepherds
--> golden retrievers
--> siamese cats
--> steamed fresh prawns
--> bak chor mee
--> boneless chicken rice
--> sashimi
--> fish soup
--> lame jokes aka 'leng siao huar"

and everything bright and beautiful!

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Baby cried the day the circus came to town
'cause she didn't want parades just passin' by her
So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown
While she danced without a net upon the wire
I know a lot about 'er 'cause, you see
Baby is an awful lot like me
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside, learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
Baby saw that when they pulled that big top down
They left behind her dreams among the litter
That different kind of love she thought she'd found
There was nothin' left but sawdust and some glitter
But baby can't be broken 'cause you see
She had the finest teacher-that was me-I told 'er
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost made it
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all