dunno why just can't get down to serious mugging maybe it feels like it's the holidays maybe it's the 'I-think-I've-sortof-graduated-liao' syndrome HOW CAN aiyo just get it over and done with
BUT... another part of me is saying...dun waste your efforts for this sem...make the results count
yea this sem's results could be the key to many things but I'm not hoping for miracles try my best and see what happens haha apparently I'm not trying at the moment
how sia not much time liao ARGHHHHHHH save me!!
THOUGHTS
bothered by many things lately not trying to be emo but certain things just get to you moving on is hard *yes I know how it feels really well* feel sad to leave SP after spending 3 yrs there friends you have grown used to seeing everyday suddenly fade away the next stage is uncertain life comes to a brief standstill haiz dun be too sad kelvin
ITP
having to repeat my ITP just sucks I could be working elsewhere but bo bian my previous attachment was a disaster hope this time round it's good *cross fingers* PLEASE DUN SABO ME!!
LOVE
nothing much to say just let things flow everything is beyond my control
open my mouth suffer another 'casaulty' bare my heart prepare to get hurt
not to sound pessimistic but that's how things have been going for me and I'm tired of living up to people's expectations things often heard are:
- not tall enough - not dark - not handsome - don't have career - not serious enough
*oh well whatever*
and then the avoiding begins what 'fight for what you want' is just bullshit no point fighting when you're not appreciated
when you've seen the ghost you will be afraid of the dark
People call me Roy
17/05/82
27 and counting
happy-go-lucky...mostly
loves lame jokes
eating is a joy
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BELIEVES
When one door closes another opens.But often we look so long so regretfully upon the closed door that we fail to see the one that has opened for us.
LOVES
--> playing pool
--> playing mahjong
--> riding my super 4
--> Manchester United
--> listening to my favourite songs
--> EG6
--> WRX
--> fighter jets
--> high performance cars and bikes
--> german shepherds
--> golden retrievers
--> siamese cats
--> steamed fresh prawns
--> bak chor mee
--> boneless chicken rice
--> sashimi
--> fish soup
--> lame jokes aka 'leng siao huar"
Baby cried the day the circus came to town
'cause she didn't want parades just passin' by her
So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown
While she danced without a net upon the wire
I know a lot about 'er 'cause, you see
Baby is an awful lot like me
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside, learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
Baby saw that when they pulled that big top down
They left behind her dreams among the litter
That different kind of love she thought she'd found
There was nothin' left but sawdust and some glitter
But baby can't be broken 'cause you see
She had the finest teacher-that was me-I told 'er
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost made it
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
