please don't think of a pink elephant
had fun at work today very motivated to work alas everyone's mood was spoilt by this stupid stuck-up lady yaya papaya 10 pax so must give you priority meh!! fuck u la...president's daughter also must queue up hor nbcb *shakes head in disbelief* it's not like we don't wanna give you a table how to give you a fucking estimate as to when the customers are going to leave cannot wait then go elsewhere to eat lah fastfood all nearby what mother cb sabo only tell people off still threaten to complain her stupid numbskull doesn't realise that by writing in to complain she is destroying someone's career fucking only know how to complain and complain where is the tolerance and patience? her actions just reflects badly on herself fucking bitch...thinking about it just makes my blood boil the nerve to stare at me made ela cry made red ranger Roy sibeh dulan pissed me off completely pua cb!!!!!!
anyway was chatting with the peeps after work I referred to this concept so I shall blog about it it's the 'pink elephant' concept a human brain interprets every input logically so in order for a human brain to 'not think of a pink elephant' it first has to think of it then after that can it only 'not think of a pink elephant' so instead of telling someone to 'not be lazy' we should actually tell the person to 'be hardworking' see the difference the brain would have to think of 'lazy' then make an effort not to 'be lazy' whereas if we directly tell a person to be hardworking all the brain has to process is to be hardworking so the whole idea behind this is it is better to tell yourself to be positive rather than to tell yourself not to be negative the results will be stunning and I'm constantly reminding myself of this =)
jiayou to me!!!
my biological clock is upside down severely haywire I'm still wide awake now which explains my blogging
can't get to sleep many issues on my mind I'm hoping for some breakthrough an email a phone call an sms even anything that points to some acknowledgement of my efforts I keep reminding myself keep trying keep hoping have some faith for the faithful will be rewarded
yet another day passes let's hope tomorrow brings good news not the end yet there is still hope =)
so he said @
4:38 AM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
cross my fingers hope for the best COME ON!!!
so he said @
11:18 PM
Friday, July 11, 2008
At a crossroad
yet another day has passed work is like an escape from the awful reality that I have to live with
I hate to admit I'm in a dilemma to pursue my dreams without a degree IN SINGAPORE sounds suicidal I'm afraid to step out I ask myself this question why am I so scared? yet I can't answer myself maybe the thought of not being able to make it to a local university after so many years is still haunting me maybe to me the idea of success is associated with having a degree maybe I'm just not confident of my abilities worried that others will judge me based on my certs labelling me a 2nd class worker as compared to a graduate
so confused so afraid so fearful to reach out
so he said @
9:53 PM
Saturday, July 05, 2008
it's time for a new beginning
back from my poly class chalet meant to let the guys enjoy one last time before enlistment the bbq was great i think for the 1st time in a long time all the food that was bbq-ed came out edible the same can't be said of my mahjong luck I is a sniper piang piang piang lost a bit of $$ but all in the name of good fun so nvm lah how I wish everyday can be a chalet day...
the moment I stepped through my house door back into harsh reality lo and behold the ntu letter was there lying on my table the dreaded small envelope of death REJECTED kaoz that time still make me so happy ask me fax my final sem result to them thought got hope end up still the same outcome kinda disappointed that in the end it was just not meant to be not fated to go local uni LL bo bian
it's time to put plan B in action east house don't beat beat west house mah as Jason puts it so sweetly sure got other alternatives one power lah all is not lost just yet
0.0
so he said @
11:59 PM
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
unconditional love
this is a wonderful and touching video I teared after watching this the memories came back I've been through this and I'm grateful for what I have
the unconditional love from my parents that I failed to appreciate back then though they don't show it on the surface deep down your parents love you more than anyone in the world if they can afford it they will provide for you even if it means they work harder please don't take them for granted be thankful
so he said @
3:38 PM
landmines can be so dangerous watched a program on Nat Geo about the lost temples of cambodia and the landmines which surround them the "underground guardians" how the cambodian people are working to clear them so that the temples can be explored and possibly use them as tourist attractions
so he said @
2:48 PM
ME
ABOUT
People call me Roy
17/05/82
27 and counting
happy-go-lucky...mostly
loves lame jokes
eating is a joy
hownowbrowncow_moomoo@
hotmail.com (msn/fb)
:D
BELIEVES
When one door closes another opens.But often we look so long so regretfully upon the closed door that we fail to see the one that has opened for us.
LOVES
--> playing pool
--> playing mahjong
--> riding my super 4
--> Manchester United
--> listening to my favourite songs
--> EG6
--> WRX
--> fighter jets
--> high performance cars and bikes
--> german shepherds
--> golden retrievers
--> siamese cats
--> steamed fresh prawns
--> bak chor mee
--> boneless chicken rice
--> sashimi
--> fish soup
--> lame jokes aka 'leng siao huar"
Baby cried the day the circus came to town
'cause she didn't want parades just passin' by her
So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown
While she danced without a net upon the wire
I know a lot about 'er 'cause, you see
Baby is an awful lot like me
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside, learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
Baby saw that when they pulled that big top down
They left behind her dreams among the litter
That different kind of love she thought she'd found
There was nothin' left but sawdust and some glitter
But baby can't be broken 'cause you see
She had the finest teacher-that was me-I told 'er
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost made it
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
